I got home from work that Friday evening, with the wedding card of one of my female subordinate at work. She is the least you could ever imagine would get married. She was just about 21 years old with a very ugly and black face and very irritating pimples all over her face.
Perhaps she knew what we thought of her so, she didn’t invite us for her wedding until the day before it. Which happened to be that Friday and the wedding to hold on Saturday. I would say she could not just hide it from us entirely because we actually heard rumors about it but we thought it was a joke. Now we could see that it was true.
My mood was not bright at all. I am 40 and still very beautiful. I am very successful. I live in my self bought duplex, I own 5 latest cars and a very fat bank account. Yet I am single.
I was in tears. I felt I deserved to be married rather than that ugly immature girl, who doesn’t know her left from right.
I kept weeping till the feeling of frustration overwhelmed me. So I called on my gate man and sent him to the pharmacy to get rat poison for me.
I didn’t see a need to be alive anymore.
No husband, no child and no one I acquired all these wealth for.
The gate man returned 30 minutes later with the drug. So I took them from him and placed them along side with a glass of water on a table in my bedroom. I kept staring at the drug in other to gather more courage to go ahead with my intended suicide. And after about 10 minutes I picked the drugs up, opened my mouth and swallowed everyone of them.
I really didn’t want to live anymore. At that moment, I felt very very empty and worthless.
After taking the poisonous drugs I just sat there waiting for the reactions to take place. I waited for about an hour yet there was no pain or any strange sensations.
I began to feel frustrated the more. So I got up and went to bed. Right on my bed, I said out loud… ” God, if you truly exist please take me off this world since you have decided to forget me. Please just do this one thing for me so I would know you actually did something for me. Please kill me. I don’t want to see tomorrow!!!!! But if you won’t kill me then please give me a Husband.”
Immediately after that little prayer-like statement, I began to feel very drowsy. I began to hear different sounds in my head and it looked as if someone was switching the light on and off. I knew death had come for me. Before I knew it, it was all over. I couldn’t see and I couldn’t move. I could only hear sounds.
I knew I was somehow still alive. So I just laid there waiting for the final show but nothing happened in a long while. I was really terrified and then after a while, I began to feel very calm and then I passed out. I guess I fell asleep because I began to dream.
I saw myself when I was still way back in my secondary school. It was like a replay or something. I was sitting with my friends and I heard us discussing about our plans for the future.
When it got to my turn to speak up I told them that I didn’t see a need to get married or even have children. I said I don’t fancy the whole husband and wife stuff and that I just wanted to be rich and successful.
Then immediately I saw a dark looking creature appear with a book and a pen. He looked very happy and he began to write something. After writing he disappeared.
Then I saw myself in the university. It was about 10 different scenes that I saw. And in those scenes I kept saying I do not ever need a man in my life. On every scene I saw that same dark creature writing down something immediately I finished speaking.
Then the last scene I saw was the day I heard one of my friend was my getting married. I was angry that she didn’t wait to get a job first. I managed to attend her wedding and there her sister jokingly told me ” You are next sist” and I replied with a loud shout “Over my dead body! Never!”
This time I saw the dark creature appear with a wedding gown in a cage. And immediately I said “Never!” he laughed, locked the cage and threw the keys away.
At that moment I knew exactly the source of my problem and that my problem was not from God at all.
Before I knew it I was awake but yet no change. I couldn’t move my body. I couldn’t move my lips, fingers or even open my eyes. But I was no longer scared.
Within me I began to say ” I come out of this. My body has life. I wouldn’t die. My senses returns to normal. I am whole….etc”
I just kept on saying that within me. I don’t know how long but I guess I may have confessed positively about the situation for about 2 hours without fear or any doubt before my eyes opened all of a sudden and then I realized that I could also move all the locomotive parts of my body.
Depression had disappeared and my urge to die was no longer there. I began to speak positively about the situation and cancel every negative word I have said before.
The next morning, my gate man came to me to apologize for giving me the wrong drugs and that he had mistakenly handed over to me his own multivitamins drugs instead of the rat poison.
That confirmed that every thing we see and every situation is actually created by our words. We were created in the image and likeness of the God who created this world with just His words.
I couldn’t believe that just because I was speaking death, an ordinary multivitamin would have killed me.
Well I kept speaking positively from that day with the consciousness and believe that I was creating something and in 2 months from that day my wedding was fixed.
The devil cannot do anything evil without your words (that was ordained by God as a legal tender to create). That is why he tries to maneuver us to think negative so we could speak negatively about us, others and the world which then gives him the power to carry them out. PLEASE MIND WHAT YOU SAY! USE YOUR POWER! SPEAK & CONFESS RIGHT ALWAYS
May every evil confession working against you be revoked and it’s products destroyed in Jesus Name….Amen
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